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you never breathe a word, you probably never will

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 14:36:55 GMT

looking over the window, the flickering lights at the bus stop caught my attention.
i look up at the sky and thought to myself, where have all the peace and serenity in me gone to?
God, have you forgotten about me?

my stomach feels a lil weird, too much green tea i think.
the only thing that cheers me up is the trip to bkk on the 1st of jan via SQ. :D
the hotel is what i worry about next.

okay, shoes shoes and more shoes and whatever not. :DDDD

i am still counting down to the end of internship; 47 days and 7 saturdays.

Sun, 29 Nov 2009 04:36:22 GMT

wed buffet dinner at vienna
and im constipated until now. D:

thursday my lil nephew was borned, but i dint get to see him until friday night when he was discharged.

hmm friday i finally went shopping for stocks with debra and i brought home a pretty dress in cream.
then we shopped a bit at ION and i had takopachi for the first time. nice, i like!
then i met del at ps for 2012 movie.
it was damn funny cos we were looking at the different page while booking online.
and stupid me, book the tics on sat instead of fri.
but luckily, i asked for an exchange and we got good seats still.

it was so weird cos we have known each other for more than a year, yet we only msn, sms or talk on the phone. besides last sun when i went vivocity to visit her at work. i have never seen her at school before.
okay, miss her alr. (:

and i barely sleep on sat and went to the airport to send peifang and ain.

i was so tired that i dont think i could make it for photoshoot.
so doing the photoshoot today.
and im running late still.

starbucks day

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 17:08:59 GMT

i have done two saturdays in a row, which is so damn tiring.
esp when we went out the night before.
but at least i had a really nice nap just now.
all for the sake of the long weekend that is to come! (:

i still think that last night was so weird.
nothing seems to be going right.
but at least we went town and caught the glimpse of the fascinating lights for the festive christmas.

yest was starbucks discount day for all staff. which was brought forward.
so since we were going back early, we decide to buy for ourselves.
but ended up buying for almost the whole pharmacy. D:
we have like so many orders, and a lot of mixed-up orders.
and there were unappreciative ppl who were just demanding for their stuffs when there were so much confusion. D:
really hate it cos its so hard to calculate the money.
and the thing is we were doing it out of goodwill, and i dint even get anything for myself.
final conclusion, never to buy it again. DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 16:02:29 GMT

i'm kinda happy to have so many positive about my new fringe. i like!
probably the hair color too. it seems to be in a lighter shade after the cut.
initially, i still had a lil mental struggle, but im glad that i did.

oh damn! i've so many pimples and zits all over esp on the forehead, i hope they will go away fast.
stress plus late nights suck big time.

fave paddle pop that kills the working boredom

im still working hard on my anti-psychotics assignment, which was supposed to be due on monday.
cos my weekends are always so burnt. D:

attachment - i have 3 months + 1 week + 4days to go...
seems like its kinda early to count down.

Sun, 15 Nov 2009 16:08:55 GMT

to be very honest, i always feel so weak in christ. day after day.
i always thought that as long as i love God, that would be suffice.
but ivan reminded me of how God treats lukewarm christians, and im starting to think twice.
and he introduce http://live.lifechurch.tv/ to me.
i can totally relate to the 'my own version of christian' in his note.
but somehow i think im not suited to be in a group kinda environment.
i dont know, man. i am such an extreme ironic case.

Ivan's 'surprised' birthday:

some gross HK game that we played. the forfeit was really gross.

the amazing relighted candles

all walks of life and internationalities

ivan's ttsh fan club

short-lived dice game

oh my fave simba, can i take you home?

my display photo of the moment for now. (:

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 14:59:16 GMT

my day really sucked today. i swear this is the worst day of my entire internship till now. there will like at least 20 interventions to do. even our fave B thinks so. i almost breakdown. and i tried asking almost everyone who is available to help. it sucks totally. i'm so drained that i collapsed straight after i came home.

i swear i will never let myself have hypoglycemic episodes again. skipping meals and having meals at odd hours are doing shit to the body.
SRSLY. me, of all ppl should know. right. D:

should really show SELFISH ppl how SELFISHNESS is like, only then they will learn. work sucks. DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD;
you like to talk about unfairness, how fair are you really!!
i dont owe you anything!!!!
if you do it out of goodwill, ppl will reciprocate.
if you are not, then don't bother.

ppl loves to complain..............................

the only time i love about work is the time with pharmacist louise at room 20.
cos its damn slack. lol

FANG'S LITTLE NONYA THEMED SURPRISE

Tue, 30 Jun 2009 21:13:43 GMT

SURPRISE!

HAVING HOT POT

JUMPING ONTO CANDICE'S BED, OOPS!
THE CAKE WAS REALLY NICE. (:

HOPE YOU ENJOYED THE NIGHT WATCHING NEWS N EVERY OTHER SHOW THAT WAS ON TV WITH US.
HAHA.

KATE SPADE CLUTCH IN RED/PINK

BENEFIT'S JUSTINE CASE SET WHICH DEB N ME RAVED ABOUT.
AND THE HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT: FANG'S VERSION OF TABOO!

fathers are angels sent from heaven

Sat, 20 Jun 2009 18:05:12 GMT

I CANT BELIEVE THAT I BOUGHT LIKE MY FOURTH PAIR OF SHOES FROM GOJANE IN A WEEK'S TIME. BUT THEY ARE SO PRETTAY TO RESIST. THEY SAY SHOES BRING YOU TO PRETTY PLACES SO AYE.
THE FIRST PAIR SHOULD BE COMING SOON SINCE IT WAS ORDERED FIRST. THE EXACT ONE FROM EGOIST WHICH WE SAW IN TW. SO EXCITED. AND ALSO MADE NEW ORDERS WITH F21 AND SHOULD BE COMING PRETTY SOON.

THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING THAT I WANT TO BUY EVERYTIME I FLIP THROUGH VIVI MAG. I SWEAR THEY ALWAYS HAVE THE MOST PRETTY PIECES. BUT I CANT COS I WANT TO SAVE UP FOR A NEW CAMERA.

F21.TOPSHOP.TOPSHOP.
I THINK THEY ARE ALL VERY PRETTY. BUT DAMN EX.
WHY DO I KEEP LOOKING AT HEELS WHEN I DONT EVEN WEAR THEM OUT.

ITS FATHER'S DAY TODAY. ALWAYS HAD TO FIGHT AGAINST THE URGE OF TEARING WHENEVER WE SENT HIM OFF.
EVEN THOUGH IT HAS BEEN YEARS THE SAME SURGE OF EMOTIONS COME ON WITHOUT FAIL.
HE NEVER FAIL TO STOCK UP THE HOUSE WITH LOADS OF FOOD THAT I LIKE AND WHEN I THOUGHT HE HAD FORGOTTEN ABOUT MY HYLEXIN. HE DID NOT.
HE COULD HAVE TOLD ME TO SLEEP EARLY AND FORGET ABOUT THAT TUBE WHICH COSTS $173 JUST FOR DARK RINGS. BUT HE DID NOT.
ITS HIS WAY OF CARING, LIKE Y'KNOW HOW ASIAN DADS ARE MORE SUBTLE IN SHOWING THEIR FEELINGS.
I FEEL LIKE SENDING HIM AN E-CARD BUT I WONDER IF HE CHECKS HIS MAILS.
AND MY DAD ALWAYS SAYS THAT I CANT FORGET ABOUT SLEEP WHEN IT COMES TO BUYING THINGS. HOW TRUE.

finally a break

Thu, 18 Jun 2009 14:09:52 GMT

IM BACK FROM KL. OMG I FEEL SO FAT NOW. HAVE BEEN FEASTING NON STOP FOR THE PAST FOUR DAYS. EAT AND SLEEP EAT AND SLEEP. A PITY THAT WE DINT MANAGE TO GO GENTING THIS TIME ROUND.

THE BEST BUYS OF MY TRIP; THREE MNG TOPS AND ONE DRESS AT ONE GO. COS THEY ARE SO EFFING CHEAP AND ULTRA GORGEOUS. :D ALSO FROM THE MALL; ONE BANANA REPUBLIC TOP, NAIL POLISH, CONTACT LENS ALL IN AN HOUR'S TIME. ALSO GOT A BATIK DRESS, BANGLES AND VIVI MAG WHICH I HAVE GOT NO TIME TO READ. AND A LOT OF JUNK FOOD WHICH I FINISHED EVEN BEFORE COMING BACK HOME. I SHOULD TAKE A PHOTO OF ALL MY STASH BUT TOO LAZY.

THANK GOODNESS THAT I BROUGHT MY SHADES COS THE WEATHER WAS SO CRAZILY HOT.

YAWNS

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 14:34:22 GMT

I AM PAINTING MY NAILS SURFING THE NET WITH MY MOM SCREAMING AT THE BACKGROUND EVERY OTHER MINUTE TELLING ME TO PACK MY CLOTHES TO SLEEP AND BATHE. 5AM TMR. (:

THIS IS SO PRETTY, NO? THE KINDA FLORALS THAT I LIKE IN BANDEAU TOP!
BUT IT IS OOS!! D; THE PHRASE THAT I HATE THE MOST. I WAS HAPPILY SURFING AND I SAW IT DISAPPEARED RIGHT AFTER I RELOADED THE PAGE. DAMN SAD.

♥

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 16:01:45 GMT

SAT WE HAD NICE DINNER AT SOUP RESTAURANT. I CANT EVEN REMB WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I WENT THERE. BUT EVERYTHING WAS PALATABLE. :D CABBING HAS BEEN SUCH A ROUTINE HABIT. AND THIS IS BAD. I HONESTLY THINK THAT CHEFS WHO DO NOT KNOW HOW TO CRACK AN EGG SHOULD REALLY GO BACK HOME AND MASTER THEIR SKILLS. IM DAMN PARTICULAR ABOUT EGGS. IT AFFECTS MY MOOD.

SUNDAY WAS FAMILY DAY. I THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO FOR HIGH TEA. BUT STILL IT WAS DAMN NICE COS IT WAS SUCH A RARE OCCASION TO HAVE EVERYONE PRESENT. WE HAD THE FAMOUS DUCK RICE WHICH I THINK WAS JUST PASSABLE. THE QUEUE WAS FWAH, CRAZY. AND I WENT BACK HOME AND COLLAPSE STRAIGHT. FOUR MONTHS LATER FOR ANOTHER FAMILY DAY WHEN DAD COMES BACK. DAMN SAD RIGHT. I REALLY WISH THAT HE DOESNT HAVE TO GO. BUT I KNOW FULL WELL THAT ITS WORK. BUT HE ONLY COME BACK FOR 2 WEEKS. D: LIFE IS SAD.

IM FEELING SO LAZY THESE DAYS. I FEEL A BIT WEIRD THOUGH. LIKE YOU HAVE BEEN BUSY, BUSY, BUSY. THEN WHEN YOU HAVE A TAD MORE TIME ON HAND YOU TEND TO LAZE IT AWAY. AT LEAST, FOR ME.

I THINK WE ARE READY TO FLY

Wed, 27 May 2009 15:44:47 GMT

I CANNOT CONTAIN MY EXCITEMENT! :D

ANW MY DAD IS BACK. BUT NO HYLEXIN STILL. BUT IM STILL HAPPY.

AND IM GOING KL/GENTING IN JUNE DURING TERM BREAK.

MY AIRCON NEEDS TO BE REPAIRED AND ITS BLURDY HOT NOW. THE QUESTION IS REPAIR/REPLACE?

I CAUGHT ANGELS AND DEMONS WITH BRYAN ON TUESDAY AFTER SCHOOL. CANT REALLY SAY IF ITS GOOD COS I ONLY READ UNTIL CHAPTER EIGHT OF THE BOOK. BUT STILL THE MOVIE WAS RATHER ENTICING.

I HAVE TWO PHARMACOTHERAPY TUTORIALS NOT DONE. I NEED SOME TIME MANAGEMENT.

PAULJEAN'S

Sun, 10 May 2009 15:57:39 GMT

HAVING FUN IN THE DRESSER

AFTER-PARTY LOL

THE GIRLIES AT ONE DEGREE 15

OH THE BOYS..HAHA

it was quite fun and nice to see so many of them after so long. :D whoever says that no one eats at a party, i see all the food get wipe out so damn fast. and yes, i do miss clubbing. butterfactory at one fullerton. im really excited about whats coming up next.

Pink for Peifen :D

Wed, 06 May 2009 18:27:21 GMT

was this intentional? (:

cupcakes, cupcakes!

the super pretty princess cake..

you can never guess what we got for her ;P

sunday was fen's 21st. i almost forgot all about school the next day. cos it feels so much like holiday. anw, i love t&c. and i love ryan as much as audrey cos they are both my sister's precious. (:

anw, i caught gossip girl this week. georgina is back. she's better at playing evil. :D

subway and bday celebrations tmr. friday gonna be a long day. there's meeting again and first lab of the sem. havent even touch pharmacology tutorial yet. and i had to do resume over the weekend.

happee jagabee

Fri, 01 May 2009 17:36:30 GMT

tampines1 with mom. we'd teppanyaki and FROLICK! :D i made my mom get the balloon for me. haha. but i ended up giving it to a little girl. so i have my hands free to shop. lot of stores to check out and with so much crowd all over the place.
im still thinking of that floral top from topshop. but i know i will get over it since it doesnt suit me at all.
on a happier note, i bought a hairband, a bandage skirt and blazer online. >.<

oh, helipad/loof soon.

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/lifetude/23638215

plus ça change, plus c'est la même chose !

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 17:43:38 GMT

Hylexin (must buy) - I thought dark circles were caused by the constant lack of sleep. But they say that dark circles (those really serious ones that sticks with us forever) are about the oxidation of blood in the undereye area. Apparently, Hylexin claims to optimize the enzymes activity in the undereye tissue thereby reducing dark circles. Sounds good, though. However, due to its limited availability, I shall try my luck at sephora. It comes with a very huge price tag, i must say.

Biotherm Homme High Recharge Anti-Fatigue Cold Eye Serum - The eye-serum that I really need. It helps to erase dark circles and refresh the eye contour area. The cold gel gives icy sensation. Applicationis easy by the roll-on feature incorporated into a pen-like tube. Its a plus! But, why is it only meant for guys?

SK-II Signs Eye Cream - It helps to reduce fine lines, wrinkles, dark circles and firms the eye contours. Hm, I'm certainly impressed by Pitera but fine lines and wrinkles sound so far-fetched for now. It seems to be targetting too many things at once, sounds too good to be true.

Creme de la Mer (must buy) - I have heard that it is damn good. Even the driest of complexions can be healed. The cream is very concentrated so only a very tiny amount is needed every time. It can be used for more than half a year, so it is actually quite worth it, think stretching the dollar. But i will have to wait for the next sales.

i reckon that natural beauty beats plastic surgery (even the best ones) hands down anytime. thats why they say beauty is skin deep. you cant alter something in the attempt to produce anything that is better or even more natural than what we originally have. anyway, my point is, im pro-plastic surgery (if it turns out to be good) but everything still pales out in comparison with God's natural creation. (:

nothing beats what God has blessed us with. I would spend my last dime on any amazing cream. :D